Saturday, March 26, 2016

It Sends Me Chills


Hearing about the terrorism
Attacks in Belgium and then
Watching the news and hearing
Their stories; sends chills in me.

Seeing the pictures of all the
Devastation from the bombs
Shows firsthand the evil in the
World and grief to the families.

Hearing about the deaths and
The ones in the hospitals taking
Recovery day by day, prayers
Are being sent on their behalf.

Seeing the price we pay for
Thinking we can be safe in this
World does not hold true when
Terrorists want to ruin life.


Carol Kappes 2016
Inspired of actual event

Friday, March 18, 2016

The Mind into Porn


Watching porn ruins a man’s performance:

Treating women for their joy
Kissing is almost non existent
Less teasing for excitement
Ways of seduction is missing
Distorted view of normality
Romance is only subtle
Early problems in impotence
Mind altered in state of pleasure
It becomes an addiction pattern
Lack of vitality and strength
Mental state towards fantasy
Spontaneous moments lessened

Best to educate in articles/books


Carol Kappes    2016
Inspired of unhappy relationships,
Performance, and erectile dysfunction 

Friday, March 11, 2016

Why Do You Drink So Much?


To an intelligent woman’s mind:

You don’t have self-control
You “gulp” your drinks down
You make yourself a “fool”
You think it’s all in the fun
You make an “ass” of yourself
You lack male growth/maturity
You set yourself up like a “clown”
You don’t care so much about it
You deny that you have a problem
You display social awkwardness
You lack responsible behavior
You drive illegal when intoxicated



Carol Kappes    2016
Both men and women can
Become dependent/addicted

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Atrocity and War


This connection of mine was corresponding with many issues and topics.  We are living in a dangerous world when we hear the atrocities that happen all the time…makes us all wonder why?  You will read some troubling words in this interview…and of course it is the reality some people face under extreme genocide and taking of so many lives of various groups of people.  Yes, indeed, it gave my ears full. 

Most often times it is man that reads these things, about political and warfare.  Many times women read other things in life.  I also noted my own father listening to the world news and what is happening in today’s world, and my mother did also.

I had heard this man’s voice; he is correct that atrocities have been happening for so many years.  I lived in a world of peace as a young child, but I cannot say that for my children. They grew up hearing about 9/11 as they were students in elementary school. Never before when I was a student had I heard of school and theatre shootings, as I do now.  They say that history repeats itself, because it seems that each generation have their own issues and problems. Killings will always continue in the earthly world…and to me, it is senseless that as humans we cannot learn how to love and have peace and share in this world.


Social Networker in quotes        Carol Kappes unquote             Editing

INTERVIEW

“Just go to You Tube (or Google search) and type in experts predicting bad times, Jade Helm and end times and things like that.”

Yes, I had heard that many people from the eastern and western worlds’ predict or wonder if end times are close then we realize. Look at this world, many divorces, singles left, children are unloved.

“Type in end times and global collapse and you’ll get an ear full.”

Poverty. I have to agree.  I don’t have much money these days.

“Money will be worthless, gold and silver useless.”

The middle class is shrinking, young couples having hard times enjoying. Government seems to be controlling us then?

“An acre of land was $10,000 and gas $100 and a mobile home $17,000 and turkey burger 40 cents and now land is $50,000, gas $275, mobile home 40,000, turkey meat is $2.75.”

Yes

“They talk about jobs.  Jobs won’t do it. You need to make $2.000 a week. Jobs quit keeping up with inflation by the mid 80’s”

Omg; no wonder

“They raise taxes and food and fuel to suck all the money from the middle class and it’s gone.”

Sounds awful

“So Communism rears its ugly head now.”

Oh my gosh, so close to the truth. We are hurting; and I am not wrong.

“When they disarm us, the commies do their dirty work.”

Omg; you are scaring me. Don’t.

“You think it isn’t true?”

I’m leaving right now.

“Click on things that say genocide and murder. There is a whole list of things there. I’ll go look.”

Jewish Genocides Today and Yesterday.  100 Million Christians, 1920-40. Palestinian Genocidal Killings, Israeli & Jewish Racial Purity Laws, Israel’s Palestinian Apartheid Laws, The Iraqi Genocide 1990-Now, Anti-Christian Movement, 100,000 Ringworm Children Poisoned/Radiated in Israel by Zionists, War Against Middle East, German Blockade 1933-1940. Iraqi Blockade 1990-Now, Jewish Hatred of Gentiles, Jewish Hate Crimes Against Other Jewish Sects, Jewish White American/USA Genocide, 1946 Deportation of Non-Jewish Whites, Jewish Slaughter of Christians for Persians in Jerusalem, 641 AD, American Civil War,  The Black Holocaust, Israel’s Sampson Plan, Israeli Theft of Palestinian Lands, Map of the Shrinking Palestine.”

All because they (Jews) turned away from God?

Then my social networker went on to describe the scenario and scene if you will picture; describing the horror it must feel like to these people under all these atrocities.

“Carol, how will you handle it if you are loaded into the trucks and taken to be shot in the back of the head and you’re walking and you hear the shot and you see the people falling down the loading docks and you only have about 30 more shots to go and then it’s your turn.  Will you be able to maintain…”

I would pray to God.

“…will you go with dignity or run like a mother fucker and then they machine gun you down?  Will you be like the guy that had the newspaper and piss and poop yourself, or to develop gas and cut a series of farts and stink up the whole truck.”

Stop. Very cruel, isn’t it? 

“Will you call them communist bastards?”

Men are worse than animals?

“Reality for 100 million Slavs loaded into trucks and shot in the back of the head and who knows how many in the Stan countries it could easily have been 50 million and 150 million Chinese. It is communism and they never had to pay for what they did to the people. Jews had created it and they killed tens of millions for no reason.”

Jews disbelief and disobeyed God. They would then be problematic?

“If you can understand that 90 per cent of us in the USA will be killed soon, then it hits home.  Let’s die together, Carol.”

I’ll die in Christ…n live in Heaven. I did my work…although I had more goals.  Those articles too sad for me…as a woman…to read them.  This world is faltering.  It’s no wonder my writing brings happiness and joy to the heart; even my own.

He told me he listens to choir music, “I could listen to this over anything”, when they are in harmony. He did give me the name. It sounded so beautiful.

“Carol, you don’t want the truth. I read about this shit every day for 20 years.  I read about how the Communist Jews murdered 10 million of our people over 70 year period. I read how they nailed German women to barn doors and used them for target practice. The Germans found the ground littered with German boys and girls raped to death. Thousands of them. Littering the ground Raped and killed by the Slavic hordes.  Now I don’t know if it was the Jews among them, but it was fucked up.  They found hundreds of German women with their babies stomped  out of their womb. After WW2 the Jewish Eisenhower put 2 million German soldiers in an open field and 1.7 million died. You didn’t know we had Jewish presidents, did you?  Teddy was and so was FDR, Eisenhower and LBJ. So Jews were in power during our most turbulent times. Wilson was being blackmailed by Jews.”

Omg; no…I didn’t need to hear all of these killings…but it tells me that men are animals.

“People can kill millions and don’t give a damn. But whites can’t for too long, but Jews could do it for 100 years.”


CONCLUSION

I can see where the necessity of war crimes is needed against retaliation or when someone had attacked you, and you had to fight back.  But when it is about faith, religion, culture, or anything of this nature…I would like to see it abolished or ended. For we must stop EVIL and LOVE should prevail for peace to be in the world.

It probably is a good idea that we do not know our future; or how we will die.  We shouldn’t have to worry, but to enjoy life; which we should do in a kinder, gentler world.



Carol Kappes  2015
Interview
Dedicated to MH
Inspired of atrocities and wars.





Thursday, February 11, 2016

I Love You, Readers


I know your heart has touched mine;
Likewise, my heart has touched yours.

With you being a part of my life;
It’s like continuous love every day.

The internet and social networking sites
Brought us that much closer together.

I wish you more love then you have
Ever known; written in this 21st century.

Always,

Carol Kappes
Author of Verse
2016

Saturday, February 6, 2016

He Loves Me; He Loves Me Not


She is looking for love. She also remembers
When her Dad; he gave her all the love.

Then she went out into the world.  Took what
She had been taught. 

Never thought she turn the corner and still
Looking for love.

She goes out with men. But all they do is pretend.
She climbs into bed with a guy named __­__.

She shows him her birthday suit, plays with his
Flute. Then their genitals meet.

It’s a nice, great meet and greet. They tell their
Lies, that it feels so good. The best they ever had.

Where have they been all their life?  Maybe he’ll
Make me his wife.

But he’s got one thought in mind. He’s done it
Time after time.

Keeping track of his lies, while he’s between
Her thighs.

Then he hauls ass out the door. He put you on his
List. He’ll tell all his friends.

When he doesn’t call. You think to yourself. You
Never told a lie. So you sit there and cry.

Then later that night, when it all feels right, when
He asks, “Who are you?” You say ____ is my name.

So let’s play the game. So you listen to the lies. As
The time flies by.

But when the sun comes up and it’s shining
Bright; there is nobody to hold her tight.

It was just her luck, it was just another fuck.

She looks in the mirror and she wonders why-
And then she begins to cry.



Carol Kappes             (Written Title)
Social Networker      (Written Verse)
Dedicated to Anonymous
Inspired how women are
Viewed for love and/or sex

Monday, February 1, 2016

You Can’t Buy Love


It is given
It is sharing
It is enjoying
It is feeling
It is caring
It is observing
It is pleasing
It is showing
It is engaging
It is loving
It is received



Carol Kappes   2015

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Foresight


I had spoken with this connection a few times earlier.  He is also from the eastern world.  Sometimes I’m not aware of how they connect with me, either from LinkedIn or Google plus social networking. They pretty much connect to me and I often accept; as this is written in my statement; “Taking a stand to hear your VOICE in the world.”

We had earlier spoken on our careers and he is in the clothing business as a merchandiser and owner in the garment industry.   We exchanged many pleasantries as I often do; and then this came by as a surprise to me.  People are actually visioning how far I’m to go.  And this is not the first one to say these thoughts, only differing ideas.


Social Networker in quotes               Carol Kappes unquote


THE INTERVIEW



How’s the clothing line?

“Good.  I miss u my friend.”

It’s been awhile.  It’s my early 4:21 am, still sleeping, then I plan a trip to see my Dad…so can’t talk today.

“Ok, take care, bye.”

(TWO WEEKS LATER)

How’s the clothing factories? Yes, these days I look to see where they were made!

“Will you start clothing business?”

First I need a best seller…then have more goals. Nice of you to ask. Lots of dreams to finish. You like my fashions?

“Yes”

What I’ve been wearing?

“Skirt”

Thanks.  Yes, I do too.

(Sends me a smiley)

Simply made too.

“Hmm. What are you doing now?”

Soon to be in bed, my sleep time.

“I am just starting office.”

Almost 11 pm; yes, I know.

“If you will start clothing business, I will help you.  I will supply clothes from Bangladesh. Cheaper price.”

You will need a pattern, right?

“Yes.”

And small, medium and large sizes

“Yes. Also need purchase order sheet. Size wise quantities.”

Yeah, need my dreams fast; I could employ lots of future workers.

“I wish your success.”

Me, too.

“You also need to transfer LC through bank to bank.”

That all comes when I get money from my book…then other steps follow.  My connections see a future in me…even you did.  Like a future foresight…interesting.

“I will be with you all the time.”

Is this all possible from God?  Seems as though it’s foretold.  Even you knew my slight dreams.

“Dreams will come true, if this dream is pure.”

I know I’m living God’s will of my life.  It was never me to direct my life.   Actually, it’s been more of a vision… a direction I must attempt to reach.  I read the signs.

“Ok, Carol, you need to sleep now. Now midnight there”

Have a good day. Bye

“Bye, take care. Good night.”



IN CONCLUSION


True friends will always think of you…want the best of you too.  Many times they offer to help out, make suggestions, or just take the time to be with you and chat.  What we tend to do for others can have a lasting effect; and it makes you a better person as well.


Carol Kappes   2015

Monday, January 11, 2016

My 5th Year of Blogging


I’ve had visions that led to this day

I have always been an author of verse since after high school
I have kept many writings in a file system through the years
I have remembered looking at the file and longing it to be seen
I have seen a vision of my cross necklace embedded on my brick red top
I have been writing and commenting in social networking
I have decided to open up my website and display my writings
I have noticed within a year; the value it held to people
I have received many voices to continue with my writing
I have been asked if a book goal is in my future
I have collaborated with others’ voices into my verse
I have seen a vision on my car’s frosted window (back of driver)
I have yet to aim for that final accomplishment; work still ahead.

Many things are possible with the will of God for your life


Carol Kappes   2015
Author of Verse
Carolkappes.blogspot.com
St Paul, MN in USA
Began Jan 12, 2011

Friday, January 1, 2016

Have a Happy 2016


Life doesn’t always go as planned-

-You were in the hospital
-You didn’t get the raise
-You had a breakup
-You were not promoted
-You faced an obstacle
-You lost your employment
-You need more finances
-You didn’t get the job
-You have a terminal illness
-You suffered a loss
-You began to lose hope

Remember, it’s also in God’s plan.

Carol Kappes   2015