Captured Heart

When you have captured

Someone’s love with emotions;

You have unknowingly placed

Yourself into their heart!

An unbreakable bond that holds

So strong; like glue to a board;

Forms a permanent attachment

Into the crevice of the heart!

  

Carol Kappes   2014

The Art of Spiritual Sexuality

(Social Networker in quotes, Carol Kappes in unquotes, edited)

PREVIEW

As we are born into the image and likeness of God; this interview describes the nature of
bringing in the most profound depth to the humans’ desire of intimacy and love for each other.
Also as when the world was created, God created man and then created woman from his rib.

THE INTERVIEW

This networker viewed my blog, and seen photos of me; and he described that it was subtle yet
beautiful cleavage and very sexy legs in a short skirt…that I actually bring in respect for real
men to be attracted to me.

There had been many connections that essentially made the comments of beauty, that I have a
perfect body and legs (men in fashion retail) and that I need to develop it into my style and into
my writing. My intention is to bring wholesome thoughts into the mainstream…and it seems to
be working. And yes, I stay within the American businesswoman dress code.

“I’m glad you recognize the truth of what I am saying and that it is confirmed by others who
know you well. When reading your (A Woman is Like an Egg) aroused a feeling of wanting to
hold you and make love to you. Your connections are absolutely right…you have a gorgeous
body, beautiful natural full breasts and legs that I would challenge any man to deny he would not
want to be between. Your mind and the way you can get into the heart and mind of a man are far
more sexy then the woman who flaunts it.”

Thank you and you have described me so well! Oh my gosh. I’m so surprised how men know
me better than I can ever know a man and that is so true.

I then talked on the divorce, dated not the first year due to personal reasons, but after that and
then talked on how the lawyer didn’t want me to hurry into a relationship due to the effect I
might marry the wrong man or the same type of a man.

“You have a way about you…ironically, when you spoke earlier about women not being
respected (theme for another verse), I sense that you have almost a spiritual power to draw men
to you and in part control them in the sense of removing their power over you and replacing it
with a desire in them for you if that makes sense. Not just the obvious desire to satisfy you
sexually but to care for you, protect you; not necessarily be subservient to you but certainly to
put your needs above their own…does this sound true with you?...have you realized this yourself
yet?”

It is interesting for you to say this!!! Yes, men come back to me in that sort of sense…many
times I meet men and it seems that I want to work on them mentally first; so that they have this
desire and need for me.

“I am sure they do…do you find yourself tempted to satisfy your own desires when you
recognize the power you have with one who quite clearly has been drawn to you perhaps even
spiritually?”

Thus the reason I have not found the one; because I have this strong desire to find the man that
would satisfy me sexually and spiritual inclined like a soul mate would. Very close in intellect
and those types of abilities. Yes, you are RIGHT!
How do you know all this? I find this amazing how you know me; just like this other fellow did
when he described my personality like on my verse titled “When Others Can Describe your
Personality.”

I had known about my power of doing God’s will since high school years, due to all of my life
experiences and also now when I place all the pieces of my life together like a puzzle.

“Perhaps because I recognized a similar spirit and sexuality…more than that really in the sense
that recognition suggests it being a mental process whereas this was much more powerful-and
also whilst not looking but merely chatting suddenly realize that it is as if you have thrown out a
hook that has buried itself into me and enabled you to reel me helplessly in towards you.
I sense that you not only have a desire to be loved, held, cuddled, kissed and cared for but that
you also have a very high sex drive/appetite that you may not have shared with another but you
know only a certain man could satisfy and would want to…add to that the need to connect
spiritually and you have a narrow field to choose from!”

OMG! I can’t believe what you just wrote. Yes, I have had a few dates, I find some with less
sexual knowledge and thus I don’t stay with them long…and they have missed me.

“Perhaps your male mirror image knows only too well how you feel, who you are, and why it is
impossible for anyone else to satisfy you. You know the answer to your questions already
because you know that sexually it would almost anywhere, or anyhow until both are totally
drained…it’s not always younger you need; it’s maturity with experience, ability to last all night
and desire to explore everything about you. Do you feel the excitement?”

Wow, I can’t believe what I am reading from you!! Just waiting for the day to arrive…you are
right; very far and between is the one for you; but God must know where he is? He created man
to have a woman, is this right?

The desires of man and woman are pretty much the same. It is within the continuing love and
passion that keeps the momentum and moment just right, a desire within the heart and mind!

POST INTERVIEW

All of this brings to mind the relationship between the man and woman; and to be there for one
another. We are to know yourself well and to know your life partner; along with understanding
God and all of his blessings bestowed upon them. I know that the art of spiritual sexuality can be
reached within the height of the intense emotional moment of desire. It does exist.

I have spoken with two connections in this subject; and they were very similar.



Carol Kappes 2014
Interview
Dedicated to anonymous

We are All the Same in this World!

People from all over the world; have proven to me

That we all have the same needs.  We were all

Created in the same matter, the same destiny, and

Within the same beginning!

We are all inhabitants of God.

I also found out that all religions lead to the spiritual

World.

Carol Kappes   2014

Inspired to write this today:

From many networkers’ views

Happy Mother’s Day

Wishing you happiness

Wishing you love

Wishing you joy

Wishing you comfort

You’ve been my mother

You’ve been my mentor

You’ve been my helper

You’ve been my friend

I’ll love you always

I’ll remember you

I’ll miss your kindness

I’ll want your support!

Carol Kappes   2014

In honor of Mothers

When child leaves home

The Gift of Flowers

Flowers are one of the many treasures of spring/summer.

Most abundantly they create a feeling of contentment

and satisfaction. They help ease the pain of sorrow in

one’s life or to reveal one’s feelings to another by an

act of showing much concern, care, thoughtfulness,

kindness, affection, gentleness, fondness and love.

Flowers are symbols of many various occasions with

many precious meanings behind each perfect bloom.

The scent of each bloom reminds us of the sweetness

of life, to be endured throughout the years, upon

generations of people on the earth.  How wonderful

that the fragrance leaves many golden memories behind!

Yes, flowers represent much happiness and love no

matter what the occasion.  It has a special meaning and

shall always remain a source of God’s wonderful beauty

upon the land for as long as we shall live.

Carol Kappes   1985

Inspired of flowers in

The earth’s landscape.

May I? May You!

May I ask you for a favor?                             May you help me with this!

May I be your friend?                                     May you have a great time!

May I have this dance?                                   May you enjoy the evening!

May I borrow this today?                               May you bring it back!

May I come along, too?                                  May you be very careful!

May I forgive you?                                         May you always be happy!                                        

May I take care of you?                                  May you have a great day!

May I always love you?                                  May your wishes come true!

Are We Asking? Or Expressing!

Carol Kappes 2011

Betrayed

Remember that the one that betrayed you

Knew it from the start;

It was planned out or premeditated.

And it was executed afterwards.

Carol Kappes   2014

A Woman is Like an Egg!

She carries the shape of curves

She comes in many colors and sizes

She is very fragile and delicate

She can easily be broken

She needs to be handled with care

She is softened or hardened by words

She needs protection and attention

She needs to be nested snuggly

She likes the warmth of a touch

She also carries eggs to reproduce

Carol Kappes  2014

Dedicated to AB

Inspired by comments

To social networking

The Power of God’s Faith Even Today

Interview conducted April 1, 2014  with editing

Social Networker in quotes       Carol Kappes unquotes

THE INTERVIEW

I spoke with a social networker and I knew he seemed troubled with his life.  I almost felt it; when I sensed this in his comments by email a few weeks back. We then corresponded and then we chatted on our life and past lives.  There was a lot of personal emotional effects exchanged between us. We went at least 6 hours long. During this time for a moment I had trembling lips;(bite mark sore for 3 days on bottom lip) and I also felt ill myself.  I mentioned to him that I had my eyes and ears full!

TWO HOURS LATER

I’m totally exhausted from all your chats, I had to lie down.  I’ll never get over this from you.   Interesting

“Surely it was worth it; cleaning out the bad stuff. You will feel like a new woman when I’m done.”

It had to been more worth to you then for me, I truly believe this one.  Yes, I really was ill to my stomach.  (2 days I didn’t feel well)  It was a lot of mental substance on my part.

“True.  Say that again after reviewing the film of your life and wiping your flood of tears.”

My intuition says someone will want the movie of my life; not sure I would want it.  It has more of the worse then the best.  I think you have more numbness inside of you as well. In that same circle and can’t rapture to a new height.

A DAY LATER

“I’ve known you a few short weeks and yet somehow you made my heart forget all of the women I met, but you.”

CONCLUSION with MARK 5; Verses 28-34,  The New English Bible 1970

“If I touch even his clothes, I shall be cured.” And there and then the source of hemorrhages dried up and she knew in herself that she was cured of her trouble.  At the same time Jesus, aware that power had gone out of him, turned round in the crowd and asked, “Who touched my clothes?”  His disciples said to him, “You see the crowd pressing upon you and yet you ask, “Who touched me?” Meanwhile he was looking round to see who had done it.  And the woman, trembling with fear when she grasped what had happened to her, came and fell at his feet and told him the whole truth.  He said to her, “My daughter, your faith has cured you.  Go in peace, free for ever from this trouble.”  

MY STATEMENT

I placed this Bible story because I feel this occurred in this interview as I had such trembling lips chatting to this networker, I felt some power taken out of me that I felt ill after this interview, and that this interview obviously was faith driven due to both of us.

I truly see myself searching into the spiritual world during this time also in my life.  My writing career has determined this and the VOICES are being heard around the world.

Carol Kappes   2014
An Interview

Dedicated to Anonymous

Inspired of Faith and Belief

The Inside of You

  

Take a notice of this; the inside of you.

When the body is sick or illness sets in

Where does it often begin?  Inside of you.

You don’t notice it on the outside of

Your body, now do you?  So the actual

Beginning of illness often starts inside.

Take another notice of this; the spirit.

When the body is searching for meaning

Where does it begin?  Inside of you.

You can’t notice it on the outside of

Your body, now can you?  So the actual

Beginning of spirituality often starts inside.

Take note; that most things happen inside.

Carol Kappes   2014

Inspired of reaching

Understanding of life

With the heart and mind